I just wanna lay around feeling the heat of a fire, and just
talk about all the possibilities of the future.  Endless possibilities.  So amazing when you can catch yourself
suck in a picture, a moment in time where you feel nervous or unsure about the future.  Worried about finances
or uncertain of how to pull it all together.  Then, within a blessed moment,  you can catch myself.   Or rather recognize the vibration you are omitting.  These worries, stresses, and insecurities  are not who you are they are only what you choose to focus on and allow to have the most magnitude in the present moment.

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”

Mark Twain quotes (American Humorist, Writer and Lecturer. 1835-1910)

To me you can not put any value on learning to have this awareness, because the moment you
become aware of it you no longer associate your “self” with it.
Take one step back, and unzip the whole
front of your body like a NASA suite…. and take 10 steps forward, leaving them all to fall to the ground behind you.
Our worries and insecurities that  we choose to wear are not who we are.   So for 2009 i pledge to remove as many hooks as possible of which all of these
familiar worries could cling to, weighing me down, feeding off of my dreams and imagination.
So that when worry, insecurity, or invalidation stops by to pay a visit they will pass though my space like wind in
my hair.